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finally i hate sumthg

Janise,u like piano?

ohyea,i played them when i was primary 6.Just a rehearsal for performance.briefly taught.And also recorder.

hw bout guitar?

ohyea,i ever played 'happy birthday'song with my friend's guitar,quite fascinating!

hmmmp,dance?

ohyea,i LOVE them much lar X3

wow..taekwando?

hmmpp,i tested for yellow belt when i was seven like tat n stopped.And i tried again months ago,the trainer praised me r hahahaha XD

huh worrr!!how bout sports?

i like basketball and hmmpp also the baseball!!!=D I ever selected to be athelete when i was in form 1.bt then i stopped cz wana concentrate on study=)

Hw bout camping n climbing stuff?

wah..im so pro in tat hahaha!

oooo....waseh!ermmm how bout...swimming??

stunning~~~~silence.....

I i ..hate swimming the MOST!!!!!cz i never noe hw to swim D:

finally...i do hate somethg=_=

swimming....geez.a nightmare for me =(

depressed......=(

overjoyed my blog bck to normal !!

hahaha its bck to normal nw!what actually really pissed me off is the double posts on a page...==

then i try to redownload a template without saving the widgets,finally no more double postings n headers!

but i lost many gadgets lar T.T

nevermind,lets re start again!

welcome back!!!=D

make me sick

the page elements is making me sick! i try to change it bt cant.darn it.thus i decided not to use this blog anymor!grrr....

i re-open another 1:

http://janiselian2.blogspot.com/

anyway,this blog will  be stayed active=)
u may still leave comments here through:plurk o chat box.
i will read them.
stay with me =)

SIMPLY scenes!

scene of one of my favourite place.=)(halved)**>basketball court

what do busy with recently?nah,refer to the left side picture.

yeap!i was reading BISNESS LAW book.it took me bout one hour to finish just a few pages.there were a lot of terms that new to me.Im trying to get used to them now,n i thnk its kind of interesting bout those rules n laws even though it quite tough.haha,janise add oil XP

Next,introduce u this series of books.

''Grolier Bisness Library''.Among them,got two books attracted me,titled:mastering public speaking n other one is :mastering bisness eng.I look through the contents and wow,its reali helpful especially for those bisness students.ohya,im not but i love them.:)

aha!n this hahaha.it was a long time dint do this scary bt exciting move.turn over with a pole. no doubt tat this does make me ease my stress n pressure.bt it kind of dangerous too,as i might cause internal injuries.affecting ur shoulder's joint
.

n this just simply posing lar XD

N these r naturally captured pictures :).what i mean is that these pictures are taken when they were so natural n no intention to pose at all.=)

this gurl hab no teeth ==lll

wow.i was impressed by the basketball court!so vast!omg,i was reali attracted n feel want to get a ball n shot!but,no ball,no players==sigh!
And at both corner,got audience seats,wow! n two basketball backboard available!=D

n this is the stage!its was big n nicely built. omg!!lets DANCE XD

another place that i L O V E ,blink !=D

Retired dancer on streching again!!

im muscular woman XD

Aloha pple ^____________^

i start dancing since im 15.but only trained by pro dancers at 16.because of spm,i stopped at 16.

i hab performed approximately 10 times overall.

My kind of dance is HIPHOP.

bt i love ballet too,bt never learn before,just watch them from youtube=)

Previously,m founder of The Dance Palace,the dance group at my school.

Lead them for about 1 year,total enrolled members:over 100.

now its time to strut my stuff on dance floor hahahaha xD

dont overestimate me=___= im just an ordinary dancer =)

anyway,i enjoy dancing =D

lots of joy~~yea yea yea~~

oh gosh!!my god,so painful lar my pinggang== cz long time dint strech liao=_= grrr D:

em this just fooling around with my sistas=)

wondering wat this???actuali is an outing wif my sistas to nearby playground...=)which is TODAY =)Beneficially spent an hour thr=)
my god,this such ambarassing=__= noe wat i intend to do??!! a lady freeze,bt!!screw up lar =X
and my split??not reach floor pple=__=

so long time dint strech liao eh!!!D: SOB SOB!!getting lawsy =_=
oh yea ,i do push up for 50 times every friDAY at my studio before,n everynite do 20 plus at home.bt now,not even one time=__=

ahahahaha,rusted dancer~~~boo!
i love this the most!!got feel eh ^^

oklar pple,lazy type,thus emphasise on picturing~~

hope u enjoy my lawsy movess~~

shake it shake it hahahaha xD

OH YA!I love BY2 dance!

they r singapore's twins.

i love their style.

Check them out at youtube =)

i m uncomparable

我说自己不能拿来比较，指的不是自己太优秀了，而是每个人都是很独特的，有自己的性格思想，所以，我才会说不要拿我来跟任何人来比较。我是我，她是她，你是你，就这么单。。。

其实我很介意 超级介意 为什么每次只要我提起我想做些比较不一样的东西，你就会说：

‘为什么那么急，为什么不学你姐姐？。。这些事可以等到以后才做。’

妈咪思想就是保守，要我什么都不做，等上大学，稳稳定定上大学，乖乖地把大学读好，有份稳定的工作，然后结婚生孩子，然后回天国。可是我不想这样，太乏味了！我知道你是不想我冒险，可是就算我是失败了，我还是一样可以爬起来，从新来过，至少路是我自己选择的，所以不管结果如何，都可以接收。

可是如果路不是自己选择的，就算日后有多成功，我也不会感到满足开心的。

妈咪我不想辜负你，但是我不会因为你，而让自己立场动摇了。

你就好好看我怎么走向高峰好了。要对自己女儿有信心！

邓小莲：

只走自己的路

我还记得，高二的时候代表学校去参加motivation camp,at bintulu,没记错的话是四天三夜·。

那时候大概就是百多个campers,在最后一夜的时候，委员提名选最佳camper.

我在里面，就全部是八个好像。

最后我没被选中，原因不是表现不够好而是，败在她是PRS多年的成员而我是新的。

很多委员挺我帮我说好话，说不应该considered membership.

可是最终决定还是落在营长手里。

当时我没有失望，因为根本就不介意。

可是之后，有一位委员告诉我他欣赏我，说我以后不管做什么一定会很有成就，可是就差一点。

我就很好奇地问他，那一点到底是什么。可是不管我怎么问，他都不肯说。她说我日后就会知道。要我figure out myself.

我很感谢他对我的信心，他给我的compliment和提醒我的话我都会牢牢记住。

在那次的露营，我发现了一样东西，我喜欢辅导人。

就在那次，给了机会辅导一间小学六年的学生。

我把话说完，大家眼睛有点湿，大家都盯着我看。当时我自己也差点掉眼泪了。。。

其中一个是带头玩游戏。当然游戏的背后有很大的lesson.

**the game is about throwing a paper ball into a small plastic container.

当时我被叫上去，说这游戏带来了什么启示。

其他人都说：这个游戏叫我们不要容易放弃，重复性去完成一件事情，失败了再来。。之类的。。

而我想到了更经典的：

container itu bagaikan goal dalam hidup kita,matlamat hidup kita manakala papr ball itu bagaikan kita yang ingin mencapai goal tersebut,

bayangkan sekiranya tanpa container tersebut,di manakah awak akan membuang diri awk(paper ball)?

tanpa matlamat,awak bagaikan paperball yg tidak ada hala tuju.

utk mencapai matlamat hidup,1st of all,u need a container.

jadi ingat,sebelum awak mencuba untuk meng goal kan diri awak.

GET a container.

find a goal.

goodluck...

大概就这样吧。。。我声音超大声的。。所以大家都不得不听 ><

当然说的时候腔很重要。。

我当时真的很开心

因为弟妹们都认真的在听，那种满足感真的是！哇塞！！哈哈！

所以啊。。

大家要记住，你我都是特别的。。人生很短暂，要学会补充自己。。

不管你在哪里。。

我的经典

良言：

as long as u gt the passion,u will SHINE!

stick to books again!

venue:Perpustakaan negeri Sarawak Majlis Daerah SamarahanDescription:

double storey.groud floor is for kids,junior reading materials while 1st floor is for senior like me.

Facilities:toilet,tables n chairs,kids room,sofa,computers,internet...etc...(just like ordinary library lar haiyo==)

this ugly lady is freaking scary to be put in this post,sory if this pic has frightened you.

she was alone reading as no body else except her at there==

and that the reason why she able to capture those amazing pictures....lol hahaha

first floor....

divided into 2 corner,english n malay.

for sure,i gone for the english 1

:social science which including laws reading materials

yea me again=___=without head==

and those kids in green are my sista

picked them up at 12pm whrby i stayed in library start form 11am.

they were as naughty as usual.

luckily they were not disturbing as no body were thr except us ><

thx GOD!!!

Maye is such genius,why i say so?

she duno even a wrd of mandarin yet she can read that chinese non-friction book.

"有一只老虎在外面。。。"
lol,i stunned n approached her to see the book she reading.

and it wasnt a tiger even,its a mouse and she called that :tiger==

watla==

yea these books attracted me

thick and tiny wrds...how i gona finish them...:O

I borrowed this book and also:'child abuse on internet'

i read a few pages at thr,and...

somethg attacked me

the mild diseases so called:dizzy and headache...T.T

omg....yea!!i felt so uncomfortable spotting my eyes at those tiny words...

sakit mata i ..

thus i came out with one conclusion:books induced mild diseases =(

i cant concentrate as i do last time

normal 1 i thnk as i dint read for months already hahahaha

1pm...

i leave=)

wave hands n whispered: will miss you n visit u again ,dang!:)

my home is damn noisy

having a super big family:6 siblings

its can be NICE and contrary can be SUCKS

。。。有时很温馨有时却很烦人。。。

when my home is fulled with laughters,i feel warm

when my home fulled of yelling and crying,i feel sucks and pissed off

laughters vs yelling

which is more often?

omoz the same=___=

sometimes,i felt they are distruptive

but

they did bring joys to me too

so...well...

hmmppp

anyone who has a big family would understand me

just imagine

when u are in pensive mood

and busying with thgs

n surrounded

with

yelling

grumbling somemore

u will be definitely lost tolerance

Eardrum teared into pieces oled=_=

:cant u all be quiet,shut up n stop yelling!

u all cum from kampong isit?

cant tolerate n talk nicely isit!?

stop it!shit!

that what will i yelled when its over my patience's limit

n today!

i expressed my unsatisfactory at here to ease my unpleasant feel

hopefully

I can tackle this problem

^_____________________^

cheer

V(^.^)V

LOVE

I was contented when somebody agree with me in love's concept.

Grinned =D

wondering what i refer to?

well.

currently i am a student who will have an crucial initial fly very soon.

Having status like that,LOVE is totally influencing and have the greatest potential to be stumbling block.

love has no hundred percent or permanent condition.

its got no guarantee.

what i trying to emphasise is that every efforts u did are guiding u

to reach ur brightest future but then...

the love's witch can just appeared ruin everythgD:

Its affecting ur mood,effecting ur health..

n indirect affecting ur effectiveness in implementing ur life's plan

as u failed to sustain the quality u hvin

fail to fully utilise and apply ur talents n commitment

ANd these could made you regret for life.

ahahahahahah!

B-U-T

love can be a greatest strength source too.

when u are down,pensive,n need somebody

ur beloved will oways be your side to accompany you

to be a fighter to fight with you

aint tat so nice!?

so it actually depends on what kind of love u having

with a right person

it wont b a stumbling block

in contrary,he or she might bringing u a victory in life

wow

but out of 10,hw many couples

are like that?

who able to handle love with mature n rasional thnking?

may 2 or 3 or LESS?

If u are now just like me,soonly will flap ur wings n fly towards ur future

and accidentally bumped into an awesome person that u thnk he or she is ur mr.right

thnk twice

considered this:

is he/she wiling to accept the way u are nw

is he or she wiling to stand the lonelyness when u r busy handling urs gear when flying

will he or she being understanding

instead of questioning u cz of lack of ur attention and care

instead of keep bossing you and compare her or his importance with studies

HE/SHE turned into fighter

and FIGHT WITH YOU

will he?will she?

if yes.

then go for it.

no worries.

he/she will be a positive present in ur life.

or if not.

stop it.

he/she will ruin u.ruin ur life.make u suffer.

love is not always sweet..

but it's always being POWERFUL.

that could made a percepticle change in u,in ur life.

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mostly hate

know what i hate the most?

letting pple hvin right on my destiny

letting pple dcide for me on what to do what not to do

i never ever can accept that

i speak up today,i told my dad my thoughts my intention on pursuing study

i told him tat while waiting,i want to benefited my time by joining course at college

yet,gt scholarship tat offered for 10As holder

its a A level for law at SEGI

He said:

why not you follow ur sista track...

I:

She is she....==

She being offered by JPA doesnt mean JPA easily get..u need to know,

even is straight A1 oso maynot get,yet like me that only has 1+?

hell yea!my result is not enough,dad,

i need another way,another plan..

at least if i faily hit any scholarship.i stil can completing my A level

with very cheap cost.RM 2K.

save nearly 10 K

if i join the course at this coming april.

i decided to thnk bout this again after list of shortlisted's applicants of matriculation is out.

i heard is:

16th April 2010

if im listed,then,i will NOT be a college student :)

greeting him/her =D

I shop with my mom today.preparation to greet my coming soon 7th sibling :D

we headed to nearby shopping mall.Start our's exciting shopping with this expression(mine):

:O!

and this utterance:

uuuuu arrrr the babies clothing is so cute,mom!

MOM:go find suitable clothg,long sleeve.

me:owkie!

i start my 'adventure' with keeness and ethusiasm ><

wuuu!i found it,pink colour and blue.i like pink more then blue thus i took the pink one and showed to my mom.

:mom,hw bout tiz,so cute eh,the cartoon!

mom:not bad!

me:but mummy,if the baby is BOY then wear pink so odd leh,better take blue one.

mom:=.= no response.

i like this one,cute !!!
me:mummy,the baby gt so small meh!
mummy:(stared at me)....
yala....
stayed at babies area over half an hours,surrounded by those cute clothing and baby's stuff,
somethg struck me:
it is so wonderful with a baby!hw warm will it be!
oh my god,suddenly feel:...i want a baby
=_______=
an awesome feel that came in sudden n vanished within a min.
oh my god,think too far liao me.im just 17th=_=
N-O-T N-O-W
Im wondering hw could the parents being so cruel abuse their charm children!
n bout current hot issue:abortion.

Abortion just a nice word replacing kill babies. ==

abandoning baby?:can go hell!nasty parents grr D:
s-h-i-t,lets change topis,pissed off when talk bout this D:

see?extremely 'tiny'

i forgt wat tat stuff called=_=
it is for keeping the baby warm



see?im observing carefully to choose the most suit one ><> -powder puff
-shirts and trousers
-feeding bottle
-baby's binder
and....
-....(forgt wat it called)
cost approximately RM200.00


baby,sista is so so excited!
meet YOU at this cumin JUN!
MUuacckkkss!sayang sayang!
ahhh im so excited to see n softly touch her/his chubby face!
oh my god!overjoyed when thnking of the>>foetus!
The foetus tat still stayed inside my mom's uterus :)
breath in the oxygen through the umbilical cord....

patiently waiting for the moment the foetus turned into baby
dang!^^

JPA scholarship interview

aloha!
I woke up at dawn this morning,freaking cool=.=
took my bath,wore my borrowed baju kurung,matched with medium high hill,departed at 6.25am.
''We need to avoid stucking in jam later!''dad' declared.
Headed to coffee shop,we took our breakfast.
i ordered for mee,and soya.
I go no apetide,felt want to vomit==
oh my god!i was praying to god heal me within 20 mins.I got an interview soon,bless me eh!
heading to Pustaka Negeri,i received a msg from ah beng.thx to him ,tat msg means a lot.well,its a msg asking me to be mor confident=D
haha...
arrived at 7 somethg,i was greet by a friend from serian school,long time dint met him already.Quite a lot of applicants arrived and waiting inside the state's library,mostly guys.
I checked the list of applicants and stunned!
omg,mine would be at 2pm!
i need to wait for 6 hours==
i cant go back n re-come,i gt no trans and its far lah!lol,no choice!
15 mins later,kim n step arrived,haha,step in red while kim in yellow.wee wit.
kinda special,very first time we wore baju kurung together.
we were chit chatting while waiting the interview get started.
Kim n step will be interviewwd earlier than me,know how they arranged it?
according to birth date..we thought will be in aphabetically order,bt it wasnt.
isshh mummy lar,born me in december=__=im the last group with other 4 friends

haha,not bad lar hor?

our's outfit.

its was comfortable wearing that,soft cloth,nice eh!

about 8.15am,stephanie was called for her interview.wow,so fast.

followed by kim,at 8.30 like that.

after approximately 45 mins,they came out.

we started to discussed how was it.as i not yet being interviewed mar hehe!

The interviewers were devided into 2 panel group.panel 1 and 2.

these 2 panels have different ways of interviewing those applicants.

Interviewees were divided into groups,5 person in each group.We were mixed regardless we applied for oversea or local.

For stephanie group,they were required to introduce themselves in bm while during discussion is english.so it is dwi bahasa.the topic discussed by Step group is :Malaysians nowadays generally getting selfish,what is your opinions toward this"

the question quite challanging,wow!

Step oftenly will emphasise:hm i got no high hope lar,cincai cincai onli...

haha she is so positive minded.its good!:D

Move to Kim,her group majorly used bm,im delighted when heared that as she was in panel 2,and so do i.I can speak very well in bm compared to other languages.

There were few scene happened in Kim's group were that interviewees killing themselves.

scene 1:

panel juri:sekiranya kami menghantar kamu untuk berperang,awak sudi?kerana awak mengatakan awak memcintai negara.

interviewee:hmmmppp...terpaksalah...

the interviewers were stunned.==oh gosh.

scene 2:

interviewer:there were 90 percent among u applied for oversea.Why i should choose u instead of other?

interviewee:because if u send me to oversea,i will work very very hard.

........:if local then u will not study hard lar?=.=

beside that,undeniedable,the panels will try to beat u down,wat i mean is that,they will questioning u regarding what u have stated.They will keep asking until they get the acceptable answer.Or if u gave up,then they grinned lar.ha!

scene:why u want to go oversea instead of study locally?

answer:bcz i want to learn their cultures,gain experiences...

asked:bt there were msia student who studied in australia saying that the pple thr are slack!party all the time and lazy!is that culture u wan to learn?...

see.hmmp.the panels quite tricky oso actuali,so the interviewees have to be smart in defending own opinions and thought.

ohya,there was 1 interviewee requested to change her outfit as she wear jeans=.=.haha see,strict?she is not being kicked out considered lucky already.

owkie,now lets talk bout my group.

my group consists of 4 females and 1 male.

the male kinda funny and cute,haha,that oftenly make us and the juries laugh.

The scene was not stressful as we thought,quite fun actually.

we were like interupting each other ,wow=.=

so not formal.

mine topics were included:sex education,abandoning of babies,attraction of srawak.

they did asked us,why u want go oversea/locally.

check out mine:

hmmm,i applied for local..the primary factor is that im not QUALIFIED.gosh,im so honest!==

the juries stunned:what????no! u r qualified!

me:no!it was under dlm negara,my result not so good.==

i continue:Bt then secondary is that,i believe as i have the passion in law,i can do it anywhere,ya!

aha!the juries nodded.grinned=D

gosh!huh!~~sigh of relief!

one of my group member,Maxine,was awesome.tell u why!

panel:if i send u to india to study law,do u wiling to?

Maxine:erm,but the india's law is different with malaysia.

the panel grinned and nodded:what a smart answer!!good!

In nutshell,i like interview.i like stuff like this....

ohya,4gt to mention,mine was more on eng,i mean the language we use to answer.

it was actually set by the panels.If they ask in malay,then we use malay,and vice versa.

hmmpp.overall,its quite ok,at least i dint spluttered,bt my points not so strong.

all those applicants performed quite well.so its quite competitive.

And most importantly,through this interview,i made new friends!=D,grinned gain xD!

1.Wen Hui -smk pending

2.Prit-st teresa

3.Maxine-St Teresa

nice to meet u gurls!:)

OHYA!state's library is so cool.=_=

freezing and have the potential cause ur body feel numb and shiver!boo!

so dont forget bring ur sweater if u intend to go thr ,haha lawsy joke==

ON road's satisfaction

today,early in morning,i sent my sistas to school.ahax!the dfren is tat i drive myself!:)

I slowly reversed out from my disclosed garage,have a nice turning and tata mummy,

waving to her,sign of going to go.

Hmpp she was worried,cz my very first drive alone,i just get my p few days ago,n tried drive

my dad's aged lawsy car just for once,yet not mor than 30 mins.

you know what,so stupid,i took bout 1mins to dfrentiate the clutch n break those thng durin

my first try of my dad's car.huh,damn dfrent.cz it was aged car ==so dfren wif kancil.

anyhow,appreciate i gt a car to drive ,at least=D

i headed to jessica's house after done my daily duty:send sistas to school.

Dad's reminder keep floating in mind:

dont drive too fast,with this car,20 plus km/hr is enough.

I just nodded,ooh ok daddy.

BUT

very sory, i cant keep my promise dad,the driver following would definitely

annoyed if i drive with that speed=(

i drove wif gear 4, 40 plus km/hr.its considered fast,if like kancil,the speed was somethg like

60 plus plus,not bad huh?my aged car,sayang~~hahaha xD

ARRIVED.picked jess up n gone to school.

done all those verification from dear principal,wif his his wish of luck to me,

wave to him,we departed to boulavard.

hmmp,well it was still early,9am only.==

we decided to have our breakfast at foodcourt,we ate laksa.=)

then,we entered the booulavard.

i bought a belt,and stationary.cost me RM8O like that.

hmmp for what?well al those books i bought for my tutor's classes and students

i intend to expand my size of class to earn more=)

see if this plan could be implemented=D

shopping in boulavard,i suddenly realised!one document hvnt been signed by principal!

s-h-i-t!

rush man,principal would hab meeting veli soon?!how.

quickly done our shopping and go back to school again.

-pppeeettttttttttttt--

kanasai,the white hilux's driver bei song me as i blocking his way,due to i drove too slow==

i still new bar!cheh,so not gentleman...==

DARN IT!!!

infront of school,the cars were crowded,blocking each other way!

omg,how can i park?how i move later?

damn i damn worried.

later then i decided to park beside the road.

walking towards the school gate,somethg strock me:

''friday can get the sign,no need so rush eh,onli friday baru need it.''

i screamed :why i so stupid!damn!lets go,meet him on friday,dont now,so many cars n yet the meeting may started dy.oh reali shit!

jessica shooked her head...issh if i noe u were talking bout segi scholar instead of JPA.

JPA document needed by 2molo while segi needed on fri.

ooppss so sorry jess,im such clumsy yet forgetful ...

going out to main road was not easy,pissed me off when the car was in controlled

i was praying.....plz pls.im blocking pple way,MOVE MOVE!

finally,my car move as what i demanded.!

its under my control.sigh of relieve!huh!

send jess back,then i rush to my sis school to fetch them(maye & shii)

so scare im late.

arrived school,teacher told me they back already.huh.hw come?

later my mom told:they allowed to go back earlier today,ur neighbour sent them back

grinned,oohhh=D

mom:

lazy cook today,how bout u go dabao chicken rice?i want special one!

me:hmmp owkie,sista,get in my car,lets go,go kia kia.

mom:U gt money o not?does tat cause troublesome?

me:nevermind la,i can drive very smoothly now,get use to this car dy,bye..

then haha i brought my 2 sis have lunch at nearby singapore chicken rice.

they ate like wat???!

wat the hell the waitress surely nagging after i leave,my sis ate clumsily...==

rice scattered all over the table...eww==

me:

uuui!maye n shii!eat probably la,if not i leave u here!

it just a way to warn children actually,but not blame them actually,they still kids

counter scene:

cashier:table no 2?

me:yeap!

cashier:rm 28.50.

i took out rm50 from my ppinky pursue,handed to her,i want cry liao=(

i onli left 1 rm50 note in my pursu==

RM300 that i got from my tutoring going to all be spent very soon.

oh my god,it was just 7th of april,what i gona use???!

sobbing !!!:(

with the petrol gain!i gona bankrupt==

hmmp,let it be,sigh!i dint splurged,but just my salary never enough!=(

im trying to eliminate my splurging habit,hmm,to onli solution to overcome short of money issue.

....

forgt bout tat!

DANG!

i was overjoyed cz can let my sis n mom enjoy conviniency in sense of transportation.

i often used public trans before.

from primary 1 to secondary 5.

6 plus 5,11 yrs being the loyal customer of public trans.

it was a hard time.

exposed to harmful sunlight,wasting time waiting the bus to come.

and i ever waited for 2 hrs at bustop,wait the damn shit bus to come and send me home.

oh my god!i was suffering for 11 YRS!.'

bt then tat made me mor independent.

i wont easily scare or nervous.

even if i being abandoned someway,i will able find the way to stay alive.

in addition,i was a scout.hahaha!

2molo,i will go for interview,in morning.

and afternoon,i will class and also need send my mom to hospital.well,she is pregnant.

so needless ask me what for,haha.

okla, gona drop off veli soon.

nite pple!

^___^

singapore,sibu-flied!

Today,5 friends were flied........

I arrived at Kuching airport at about 9.40am.With some other friends,we walked to the highest floor,hazard a guess that we will met our friends there.

stepped out from elavator,we met kim lin.

yiii??why only you??whr is other?

ermm they all at gate thr,jin jen them enter the gate already.

what??????!!

With highest speed,we strode across the 'check in' block,and luxury shops heading to the gate.

I took out my phone,try to call cyril.(jin jen)

conversation:

hey whr r u??

at entrance of gate here!

ok im coming!wait ya,omoz thr!

running in airport!!!boo!

ooohhh!then saw him!with guan n thung!queue-ing!

met jeck min them too!sad!i dint capture any pic with cyril,aiya!><

we were standing at upstair while waving toward them.duh,so sad de scene!

zooming to capture them!haha so cute,he was capturing us too !!:DDD

OWKIE,10mins then,they flight.

departed n will be landed at sibu airport within one hour!:)

next~~~~~~

cutie fedra n yuan!!aiyo!u gurls went to other country eh,so more worried:'(

singapore>>><<<<

capture,capture n capture!:)))

they are 四个女生！！！
hahaha!

well,at least i did hug them before they flied.:))

yuan leave me a msg:

must pursue ur dream wif courage!be a good lawyer!

ME:sure my dear:))dont worry bout me.:))

We were joking while walking towards to the entrance of ''pelepasan',

me:hey so nice eh!

during yuan wedding,will have a lawyer,a doctor,a dentist there!

woo!boo!hahahahha

fedra:thnk too much liao u lian..

we burst into laugh..hahaha xD!

after that,we headed to spring have a lunch.

we hesitating n discussing whr we gona eat afterward.

sushi king?no.starbucks?no.secret recipe?no

we ended up at KENNY RODGER

we flip through the menu and shooked our head.

kevin:i ate the pasta tat day,ewwww,not tasty..!=((while pointing to the picture)

hhmmmppp,dont feel want to eat all these.how??

lets go!

zhiwei:har??shameful leh!

step:aiya nevermind lar!i brave enough to just leave hahaha

then,step n i lifted our butt leaving the:kenny rodger~

haha~

followed by kim lin kevin n zhi wei

5 menu cards on the table.......

without customers....

then,haha we migrated to :the chicken rice shop

eat:lunch set,which offer refillable drinks,tee hee

each of us refill 2 times!

we were so high critisizing pple >

non stop drinking n chatting!

lots of fun!:)))!

owkie

bye:D

make up!

ha~!ever see me with make-up?

hmmp,even myself dint ever seen it,

however with editor,

i have a make up today!

let you see ><

dont stunned!dont shocked!

muahaha!

how isit?

ha!

^____________^

booo!

what have i done:

blushed

eyelashed

lip-sticked

tats all=

the cosmetics provider :www.xiuxiu.meitu.com

♥Im a tutor!♥

aloha!!

short short and brief brief update here!

yeaapppy?

3 more months i will not being a tutor anymore,i QUIT!bahaha!

Cz i will put my fully attention on my study!=)

10 mins later i will have a class,so ....shortcut to>>>

IN A NUTSHELL

i learnt a lot in the period being a tutor

^_____________^

scream out loud:

Im a tutor!

DANG!

remember people,

no matter what you are doing,having a passion is vital!

it is incumbent upon us to LOVE what we r doing!

owkie?blink blink~~~!

^____________^

bye for now

v(^^)v

♥新字眼

I did mentioned at 'why i blog' widget that one of the factors i write blog is to brush up my english.

And today,i have learnt a few new words from:

translate.google.com

Longman dictionary

The words that i would like to share at here is useful to our daily life,which might oftenly used.

yet some of the words are simple but unique in the sense that not many of us practices and using them!

hope its helping ya!=)

divulge.disclose:透露。泄露

contented：满意满足

cramped:

Her education was cramped by lack of money(限制，约束)

This room is too cramped.(狭窄)

Framed：陷害

willpower：determination（意志力）

kind-hearted：善良

好了！不好意思有点忙，所以无法写多点！

谢谢大家！下课咯！哈哈！

lets me feel better owkie?♥

不管用什么方法（除了联络）

一定要让我知道你过得如何owkie?=)

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doing this would:

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make me feel better:)

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keep floating in my mind:

你最近还好吗？

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wanted to remind you：

不管发生什么事，一定要乐观面对。。

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hmmmppp.....

wish u happy oways...

and i will happy oways as well=)

dang!

^^

Another Inspiration from The Oprah Winfrey Show

This is the second post that i wrote after watched The Oprah Windfrey Show.

I am going to share the inspiration i got after watched this amazing show!

Well,its goin to be so much related to mother which i love to call it as

MOTHER WARRIORS!

Let start it with a touching and incredible story of a so-called:mother.

A mother gave birth,a cute charming babymshe was overjoyed,how lovely is tat could be.

3 days later,she stop celebrating as she being disturbed by another issue,she

was totally overwhelming!

She felt itchyness,painful.somethg was wrong!

while she was in panic,she called her betrothed.

She was right!somethg wrng with her body!

Bateria was attacking her body,called:eating flesh bacteria(i forgt the specific name)

Within that period,the nurses keep cleaning her wrapped legs and hands

Oneday,she wanted to see.

she:nurse,lets me see my hands and legs

nurse:are you sure with that?

she:yes,i do

she knew she had to face whatever thg happened to her,its now!

The nurse unwrapped her legs and hands...

she(thnking):omg!these not my legs!not my hands!its all in black!tears oozing out from her eyelids...

doctor:are you ready?your hands and legs need to be amputated..the bacteria is spreading all over your body.

she:just do what u need to do,i want my home!just do it!

within 2 months,she stayed in the hospital,gone through 37 surgeries.

Her gall bladder,parts of colon,being removed.

her both hands and legs no longer with her.

can u imagine?..no hands no legs...she is no longer a normal mom.

she gone to the therapies in the hospital,

deep in her heart keep whispering to her:you gotta go through this,you hab a home!your 2 daughters need you,be strong!

when doctor told her to go through 2 hours therapy,she asked for double.

people,can u see her determination?

she trained to use fake legs n hands.

Even the doctors said she would not able to walk anymore.

but,she believe in herself

and she did it!

4 months later,she returned to her family.

remember her betrothed i mentioned?he was a super nice guy.

Even though his fiancee no longer like before,he married her in the when she was still staying in hospital.

his betrothed:'You are still you,no matter how u change,you are YOU'

SHE realised,she is different in sense of capablity,she cant feed her baby,she cant touch her with her fingers,she cant take care of her baby.

sometimes,she asked to GOD:

why u gave me a baby but dint gave me the capablity to take of her.?

but she realised,blaming does not bring any help,its helpless

she need to be strong,determined!

what a mother for if letting her children seeing her mom in miserable condition?

she want her children know she i strong,never ever give up!

people,dont u thnk she is a mother warrior?I do!

how miserable terrible the condition was,she dint gave up,

not even hysteria!because she knew she gt no time to be broke down.

what she want is HOME

back to home...

i may gt no legs no hands no bladder,but i still own a determined heart and strength to be alive.

as long i alive,i gt no reason to be gave up...

life is so beautiful...

.........................e-n-d

Dont blame neither complaning what had happen to you

When miserable thgs happened to you,u will be given 2 choices:

1-blaming

saying:oh im such pityful...why this happened to me...why me?why..its so unfair...there is no reason for me to live anymore.....

2-be a fighter

saying:i gt the other way,the way of determination...i should not let grief ovewhelming me..be strong,and keep going...life goes on no matter what...my destiny doesnt end here!stand up and do what i should do!

so,u choose choice 1 or 2?...